New Arrivals …

BABY GUINEA’S!!

BABY GUINEA’S!!

BABY GUINEA’S!!

BABY GUINEA’S!!

BABY GUINEA’S!!

BABY GUINEA’S!!

BABY GUINEA’S!!

BABY GUINEA’S!!

BABY GUINEA’S!!

BABY GUINEA’S!!

Pictures Coming Soon

Re: Why Is It …

Hmm …. don’t feel like that anymore. Weird.

Ah well. Its probably because I’m stressed as hell about my current financial situation. Or basically my lack of money as its known.

If anyone knows a good financial adviser, or IS a financial adviser, help a young guy out.

Thank you!!

Why Is It …

… That seeing pictures of her always makes my heart skip a beat.

I know I shouldn’t feel like this but I still do, nothing will ever happen and I’ve accepted that, but I still wish it could.

Dangit, why did it have to happen now?!?!? *gr*

Ah well, guess all I can do is get over it. Again.

Aw Hell Yeah!

So, last Friday night absolutely kicked arse! Like seriously one of the best nights I’ve EVER had.

I was so gutted to miss the first Bury Your Dead song, but no matter because the following 40 minutes were some of the most hectic of my life. The atmosphere, the noise, the technical ferocity, all of it was just amazing. Finishing the set by having EVERYONE in the room chanting “BURY YOUR FUCKING DEAD” made it a night I’d never forget.

After their set I hung out with a couple of my friends waiting for the next band, when, low and behold, who comes out to the merch stand, but the one of the B.Y.D guitarists, bassist and singer! We hung out with them for a good hour or so and they came to watch Parkway Drive with us aswell.

After all this, Parkway Drive seemed like it’d be a flash in the pan, but no, they were absolutely phenomenal, opening with siren song and relentlessly playing through their set without pausing for thought, they were on FIRE!!!

On the way out after Parkway Drive, I met the other guitarist (Slim) from Bury Your Dead, he reminded me so much of me it was scary. The only differences were I was much hairier, and he has tattoo’s (though I hope to be remedying this soon).

I can’t wait for October when they are back over here touring with Bring Me The Horizon. With any luck there will be some other awesome bands playing on that tour, heres hoping!!

So, with all that still dwelling over me, I though to myself, there is NO WAY I am letting anything get to me this weekend, so I chilled out, I played guitar, I started to learn some Eric Clapton songs for my upcoming performance at an open mic night near where I live, I watched DVD’s, I drank cold beers and ate junk food. It has to of been one of the best weekends in a long long long time. No people bitching on nights out and spoiling it, no random arguments, no regrettable drunken escapades, nope, just me, my guitars and my thoughts.

Yesterday I was joined by my mate Kirst for some hot Mario Kart DS action, was a good laugh, though It did get boring beating her over n over n over again. Ah well! Still I’ve now become slightly addicted to Pokemon Diamond so I think I’m going to have to give my DS to my mum for a while, so I don’t fall into the trap!!

This morning I was a bit late for work, but no matter really, I’ll work over a bit and It’ll all be forgotten. The weather is gorgeous too so everyone is in a really good mood in the office (me included).

If this week isn’t a good week, well you’ll all know about it!

Right, so thats that for now, I guess I’ll leave you with this;

“Dust To Dust” (Myke Terry)

And if i ever had a chance to tell you what this meant you would never believe me

So here we are with our heads in the sand,
Snd all i ever wanted was for you to be proud of me,
All i ever wanted was for you to care
Because now i don’t feel so real to you

When all we are has turned to dust
When all we are has ceased to exist
Just remember, we wanted it this way

And if i ever had a chance to tell you what this meant, you would never believe me
So here we are with our heads in the sand,
And all i ever wanted was for you to be proud of me,

When all we are has turned to dust
When all we are has ceased to exist
Just remember, we wanted it this way

Wey Hey!!

So, Its been like a month and a half since I did the things that piss me off post, and, well, I though it’s about time I did one about things that make me smile. Again, It’ll be a combination of real things, things you couldn’t comprehend, and people. So without further dudes …

Things That Make Jimmy Smile (In No Particular Order)!!

My Les Paul – I know its only an epi custom but its the best guitar I’ve ever played

Newcastle Brown Ale – If only all things in life were as simple and tasty as you

For Today – “Ride ‘Em Cowboy!” Nuff Said

Pepsi Max – There is no better soft drink. End.

My Dad – Yeah we argue but he’s the coolest dad ever.

My Mum – Just the most awesome person ever quite frankly

This Site – check it out and you’ll see why

This Site Too – again, check it out.

Metal – Dudes, if it wasn’t for this genre of music, I’d be a chav, be greatful!!

Family Guy – Made Me Stop Giving A Shit About You =)

Nas – Did the same

Jagermeister – Did the Same

Dylan Moran – Funniest guy on the planet in my opinion.

Omid Djalili – Proof that cultural and religious boundaries are totally fucking stupid.

Toast = Love

People Watching

The Number 69 Bus

Small Kids Who Are Quiet

Subsides Barmaids

My Ipod

This

HTML

Camo Shorts

Sleeveless T-Shirts

Being A Redneck

The Hoodies I Ordered From The States

Bury Your Fucking Dead!

Phil – Dude we need to hang out more

Vintage Guitars

Eric Clapton Songs

Guitar Tones That Make Me Shudder

Sitting On a Bench In The Sun, Drinking Beer And Talking (Yesterday Ruled)

The Irish Accent

The Scottish Accent

The Fact I’m Moving House Soon

Nights At The Pear With Ally And Sophie (The Two Worst Wing-Women Ever)

Jadeith

Mr Jack Daniels

The Works Of Banksy

Pain

Phaedra!!

Relentless Energy Drink, Coffee And Seroxat (More by force really)

Social Racism

The word Fiddle

Incense

The “biddledink” Noise Itunes Makes When Its Done Converting Songs To AAC

My Sure SM-58, Nothing Compares To Having The Best Microphone Ever

The Word “Fuck”

People Using Big Words, And Then Looking Them Up. I Like To Learn

Researching Random Stuff For People At Work

Google

The Stupid Ass Spell Check On Firefox

The Phrase “Stubby Shillelaigh”

Glen Quagmire

Google Desktop

Making Politically And Socially Incorrect Jokes, Because I Really Don’t Care What You Think

Calling Dudes The Kinda Thing You Call Girls

Benj

Finding Plectrums

Finding Plectrums When They’re Jim Dunlop .88mm Ones

Hugs! And The Fact Random People I Don’t Know Hug Me Because Someone Told Them I’m Good At Them (Thanks Jamie!!)

I Think Thats About It For Now Tbh. But Yeah, I’m Over Last Weeks Emo Post. Thanks For All The Kind Words People, Made A Hell Of A Difference =) <3

Oh Oh Oh! And The Phrase Horses Arse!!

Tarra!! xx

*Sigh*

So I guess its finally that time where everything thats happened over the last 6 months hits home.

And let me tell you, it pure sucks.

I’ve seen and read things today that I really didn’t want to, and Its totally broken my heart. I’m pretty distraught at the moment. I’ve no idea what to do, what to say, what to think. All I want to do is go to the shop, grab a bottle of whisky and get fucked, but that won’t help. I want someone to be here with me to take my mind off things, but that won’t happen. I want to be somewhere else with someone else, but again, that won’t happen.

What is it about life that it won’t let you have an ounce of happiness and keep it for more than a day? I was having a blinder, and it took one thing to just make me want to fuck off somewhere and never come back. One thing. It shouldn’t even bother me but it did. If only they knew and If only they cared, maybe then they’d realise. But I doubt it.

I wish I was as strong as I let on, but I’m not, I’m just like everyone else. I hate this constant feeling of being lonely. I hate not having someone, I hate someone not wanting me, and If someone does want me, I hate that I’m not worth any effort.

How come, I can put my back out for people, make and keep promises, and yet I’ll get walked over, people lie to me, lead me on, make me feel things that I shouldn’t? When will I be able to find someone who’d do the same for me as I’d do for them?

If any of you know the answer to any of the above, please, get in touch, because I’d love to know just exactly whats wrong with me.

I Hate This Feeling.

Ups and Downs

So .. I did this thing again last night where I went from being in a pretty good mood, to feeling really down and not wanting to talk to anyone. Dr says I haven’t got bi-polar but I beg to differ.

What sucks more is that I know I’ll feel rubbish for a few days, well atleast I thought I would. I still felt crabby when I woke up this morning but when I got into work I was greeted with a high five and a stupid comment from Jazz, its stuff like that which always makes me feel better.

Work today has been good, really quiet so I’ve managed to get quite alot done, have narrowed my call list down a hell of alot and I am now working on some HTML stuff which I’ve been wanting to do for ages. All in all, been a good day.

Now all I need to do is think of something to do this evening, however I know I’ll just go home, watch dylan moran and go to sleep…. fun!!

Ah well, least my DS is now charged. Sonic Rush here I come!!

So … First Post

And what to write …. not much really. Its a nice sunny dear here in Birmingham, if it weren’t for the fact I’m listening to music to distract me from the general hustle and bustle of my office, I’d probably be able to make out little singing birdies and what not.

I hope everyone in the wide world of the intertubes is well and enjoying themselves. I shall post more here soon most likely!! (I’ve been after a good place to blog for a while!)